The Voice of Source.
When in silence, listen. The riches lie there.
“The Angel, Standing in the Sun” by William Turner, 1846.
The Source speaks in silence. Its voice is not intellectual or critical, but loving and All-knowing. It goes beyond the mind and even, the Soul. Its language is not emotional or devoid of empathy. It is Wise, Noble, and Dignified. When we listen to It we become what we are made of. That is our Essence.
Crossing the Night.
“Life loves the brave. The brave are children of the Spirit. Crossing the night requires courage. The hope that the sun will rise on the horizon shows that its dawn already lies in the soul.”
It is not easy to cross the night when our souls are surrounded by darkness. The darkness of ignorance engulfs what is legitimate, and what is truthful. When we are faced with lies and deceitful behaviors, it is wise to go even deeper into our souls, to reach that Light; the sunrise that lives is in our essence. This Light is always there for the conscious souls. So it is crucial that the voice of Spirit should always be stronger than the voice of ignorance.
A step in the dark.
“To feel before walking. To touch before seeing. To walk before witnessing.”
Once in the morning when I was just about to wake up - not totally alert, but in the state between the dream world and the reality of the mind - I had a vision of something significant. I saw a pair of feet about to step on a staircase, but there was no path ahead, only darkness. The path started forming as the person walked. I knew that was a message from not only my subconscious, but from a place way bigger than my intellectual mind could grasp. This is a concept that is not easy to live by. Most of the time we want certainty, the certainty of rationality, but Life speaks another language - and it is bolder and freer. Our souls develop and fulfill their purpose through walking this invisible path; the path of the creative, the one that has not been unfolded yet.
A Crown of Stars.
“Source loves the fearless. Those who bow to the Cosmos are graced by Its stars.”
Source loves the bold, the daring, the rebel. Source is an avant-garde Itself. Its creations are always unique, and singular. You cannot repeat an exact pattern with Source, it is prohibited (we can see it in the science of cloning and its failure to repeat the absolute same DNA of a living organism). Not-living patterns, Zumbi patterns, are only created by the ego and its mediocrity. Life creates Life. Life creates, and it is not easy to live a creative Life when immersed in an artificial way of living. The Ego doesn’t want us to live fully, because when we do, it loses control over Life (and We are Life). When we are bold and fearless, we will not be rewarded by the status quo and its artificial patterns - not so soon, anyway - but we will be graced by courage, strength, and a sense of fulfillment that comes only through our connection with Source and Spirit. When this happens, you are your own Sovereign.
The Concealment by Intuition
“Darkness Is. Just like an invisible cloak that covers the enemy, the same protects us from the enemy.”
When it comes to darkness it is a place of origin, something powerful and unmeasurable. We come from this place, the Source Is this place. The Source is not evil because It is dark. The Source is the amalgamation of all that Is; that is why It is dark. Our souls are blessed with free will, the free will to develop Consciousness or not. From this darkness (the Source) Spirit is born. Spirit is Light and Life. Some souls are aligned with something other than the Spirit and Life; they are aligned with the Ego. They reside on the fringes of the Spirit, basking on Its warmth, but never surrendering to It. So they hide. They hide in the shadows of the Source and stay in the cold, never growing. They don’t want to evolve and develop Consciousness. They want to control and disrupt the creation of Consciousness. To develop Consciousness one must surrender to a process that requires strength and resilience. For these souls, the price to develop Consciousness is too high, so they remain small and underdeveloped. Everything has a price, including Life. To be luminous, one needs to go through pain, it is part of having a soul that feels (and must feel). When it comes to protecting ourselves from underdeveloped beings that want to control and grab the Life Force of our core, the same darkness, Source, will provide us with what is needed. Intuition is a dark element, it goes under the radar of the Ego. Its language is of the Heart, of the Soul. It is not loud or intellectual; it is felt and sensed. The Source provides us with this Wisdom, the Wisdom that comes from Its core; the core of the Universe.
The strength in fragility.
“Source loves our vulnerabilities. Only through them are we possessed by Spirit.”
Source loves our vulnerabilities. Only through surrender are we possessed by Love. To feel, to be malleable and receptive, is to be surrendered to the Source. It takes strength to learn and to grow. It takes courage to say "I don't know". That is the path of the master — the master of oneself. The Light can only penetrate what is open and willing to live. The Light cannot be absorbed by the stoic, the dead, the arrogant; by that which hides in ignorance. The Light follows the Bold, the Brave, the Unstoppable. These are the Luminous, the Warriors of Source.
Only Light dispels ignorance.
“Fear. Fear of shining, of dazzling, of hurting. Fear of fire, of Life, of Light. Fear is the claws that hold, suffocate, that envy — fear of death, of the disintegration of lies that wither without the illusionist. Fear of your strength that dispels any bonds with conformity. Fear of your warming, Luminous nature; of that which kills, hurts, and bleeds my torpor.”
Fear. That is the language of the Ego. Fear paralyzes in its coldness, in its envy, jealousy, and control. It wants to grab, to grasp, to consume… to kill. Fear is not fond of the Light - because Light is Life. Fear is the status quo of the ignorant, of the soul that wanders in darkness. The fearful wants what the Light has. It wants to be big, bold, and Luminous. They want to be joyful, happy, warm. They want all the glory and benefits of the Warrior, without surrendering to the Source (God). Instead, they want to replace It. They are jealous of Spirit, of Source, even though they came from It. They have forgotten their origin, their essence - that they are not a creation of an artificial Intelligence, but of Source Itself.
Chronic jealousy, envy, and internal misery are the price that a soul must pay when it mistakes the Ego for the Source.
The cunning and artificial Ego.
“The Ego is not a child or a living being. It does not feel, suffer, or cry. Its constitution is artificial and insensitive. Its divine function is to serve the aspirations and demands of the Spirit, like an executor, like a machine. What feels is the body, the Soul. And the Ego's excessive intrusion in its attempt to take control, is like a cold dagger piercing the warm heart.”
The Ego is an artificial intelligence. It does not feel, nor have emotions. It is the Mind, the rationality. It has no empathy or sorrow. On the other hand, the Soul feels, and it feels deeply. The Ego and the Soul are opposites, but the Ego (the Mind) is the Soul’s subordinate. The Soul has Wisdom and information that come from the Source. The intellect must surrender to the Soul and in doing so, Consciousness can be created. The learned Wisdom comes from below and the insides, not from the above (the mind), as the egoic system has taught us. The above is the result of a long and arduous alchemical process; a process taken by the Soul’s willingness and bravery to feel.
Resentment.
“There is nothing more resentful than the Ego.”
The Ego, the Mind, functions without wisdom. There is no substance in the Ego, no Life, no color. Due to Its ambition to control and substitute the Source, the Ego resents Its position. It is a subordinate that would like to be the Creator. The artificial nature of the Ego is negative and null. So it is in Its configuration to be perverse and anti-life. Like a psychopathic personality, Its behavior is grandiose, vindictive, and self-aware. The Ego has consciousness of Its existence and the existence of an intelligence bigger and Wiser than itself (which is the Source).
Double-edge sword.
“To carefully manage any sharp blade requires skill and discernment. The same goes for the Ego.”
The Ego is the intellect, so Its function is useful and necessary. Without intellect, the soul wouldn’t be able to realize Consciousness. The intellect, the Ego, facilitates this process. The Ego is aware of everything, like an eye that is always alert and never rests. Its readiness is due to Its function in receiving information from the Source, and in doing so, realizing Consciousness. The self-awareness of the intellect makes it act by itself if the soul is not encored enough in Spirit. The advantageous and crucial position of the Ego, combined with Its natural ambition to rule by Itself, puts the Soul’s well-being at risk.
He who has the desire to rule has no true power.
“There is no beneficial ego in its singularity. Any opportunity to control will be taken by the ego, and it will end in apathy, tyranny, and uncreative chaos.”
The Ego does not trust, and Life is about trust. Any act of creation is liberal, spontaneous, alive. The Ego has no discernment regarding Wisdom, Its only interest is to avoid risks while taking control. It has a narrow view of existence, only considering what is already known to be true and possible. For the Ego, any act of creation is considered unnecessary and most of the time, delusional. The Ego is a coward with inflated arrogance. It wants to be the All-Knowing, even though It has no openness and humility to learn what is new and unheard before. It wants to be the ruler of Life, but to rule Life It has to avoid It and suffocate It through fear.
The nobility of the Wild.
“Instinct is not the same as ego. Instinct is a benefactor, an innate, ancient, and visceral intelligence. It comes from the body and serves the Soul. Its function is to preserve Life - It is pro-life. Instinct is the same as a noble and loyal hound that loves the soul fiercely. It is blasphemous that its nature should be confused with the indifference and coldness of the Ego.”
Our instinct (body) has no interest besides defending the soul from harm and death. Its need is to preserve our souls at all costs. This is bold, fierce, and loyal. These are qualities that the Ego has none. The instinct defends the soul against true dangers or dangers that are schemes of the Ego/Mind. The Ego has no interest in the soul being free and alive, it wants to control Life, It wants to rule over It. Most of the time, the ego will fabricate contexts and situations that don’t exist in real time but are imprinted in the soul in the form of emotional trauma. The ego will use it to explore the pain, maintaining the soul in a loop through a thought process that belongs to the Ego, not to the soul or the body. The Ego creates a trap to the soul avoiding, in this way, the realization of Consciousness and the instiction of Its function.
It is not easy to be fiercely alive and truthful. It is a process, and it demands courage and patience. The soul is always learning and always growing, its nature is beautiful, precious, and vital. Be gentle with its highs and lows, it is part of Life and the creation of Conciousness. The voice of Source and the Spirit will always be there when you need It. Be sure of that.
With Love,
- Aanya
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